丢弃压迫感

站在海滩上，让海水冲洗泡在水里的脚，就像把脑海里的污垢刷掉。
海浪一涛一涛的向着岸边冲，在粗细沙石之间磨擦创出泡沫。
看着远远达不到的对岸，顿时觉得好累，怎么奔，怎么游，能达到吗？
看天看地，还能看什么？ 疯了。。疯了。。
不想这样但又要守承诺。。。真累。。烦！
站在海边不说话，只聆听海浪声，把烦恼慢慢的放下。
说出不想，不要，不能，不行。。
回应的是不介意，只要知道是不能说的，就会明白了。
还是不知所措的表情，算了算了，听懂了。
丢掉那不该有的烦恼，恢复正常的笑容。
丢了，别再回来。
这就是丢弃压迫感。

平静的六夜

唯一平静的夜晚，
静静的不出声，傻傻的微笑，
轻轻的呼唤声，苯苯的依赖，
坐在远离都市喧哗声的海岸上，
情不自禁的丢弃烦恼，
凝望着少许波动的海水，
贴近胸膛，幸福瞬间慢慢的滋长。
闪烁的小灯，优美的夜空，
心境犹如细细的海水声，宁静却完美。
好一个六夜，平静又舒服。
记载昨夜19122009。

Fun Trip =)

So FUN..It's so FUN!! Enjoyable Penang trip..Feeling so good!! Hope you guys enjoy too..=)

Let the photos speak:
=)

we ate Duck & Chicken drumstick mee sua


way to Kek Lok Si


poster-like photo! *thumb up*


Top part of Kek Lok Si (this is the new guang ying statue)


with our dear 'goat' (we born on that year)


Pre-CNY photo =P


squeezing in the cable car yet wanna take photo... =P too bad,the nice scenery was not captured.


we were at the top of pagoda (satisfied!)


Final one before we left.

We ate a few must-eat-Penang dishes. Nice ya~

^a memorable & enjoyable trip^

养军千日，用军一时

俗话说得好，养军千日，用军一时。
不说军人，就说一棵树。
施肥，浇水，都用上漫长的等待。
要砍伐一棵树，就马上拿刀砍就是了。

漫长的岁月，不仅让人老化，也让思想成熟了。
要有卓越的成绩，不是一线之间的事。
就像所说的树一样，都是需要时间的。

就让这脑袋与手掌慢慢的加把劲。
好一句，养军千日，用军一时。

~祝福~保佑~奋斗~加油~努力~运气~享受~祈福~

目芒然无见

你没有不正常。

你该学习相信。
简单点简单点。
别复杂化，别，别。
加油加油加油。
祈求你不再这样。

*你不正常因为你一直觉得自己有问题。

Late better than you have never watched.

Michael Jackson: This Is It.

I was amazed by the movie. It's perfect like watching a live concert. I never know MJ is so cool!! *claps* for MJ and the crew. This concert-show movie has tracked us back to the legend of MJ. He is really the undeniable King Of Pop.

Nice show. Everyone should watch it before the screen has been drawn.

对你们说对不起， 也说谢谢你。

还没踏入礼堂，我还可以给个笑容，
踏入礼堂，我还可以给个微笑，

沉思坐在礼堂，我只可以面无表情，
再沉思坐在礼堂，我只可以邹起眉头，

还没离开礼堂，我唯能沉默寡言，
离开礼堂，我唯能做的还是沉默寡言。

果然是360’c 转变。

对不起，不是不要理你们，只是我无能说话。
对不起，我不能怪别人，只是我自己不够好。
对不起，我也对自己说对不起，对不起。

感激你连绵不停的提醒。
你懂，这些你说的话我都懂，但依然重复的告诉我。
你提醒了我，你唤醒了我，你。。你。。谢谢你。
我不耐烦不是因为不想和你说话，只是不耐烦我自己，不耐烦我自己在说话。
因为安静可以让我自己冷静清醒过来。
说对不起好像不对， 就只想说谢谢你。
还是说对不起，因为我实在太。。太怪好了。。怪得你搞不定我。。

我记住，
*你emo，别人不能讲话，别人emo，你就能讲话*
我赞同，但一旦别人不想说话，我就不说，这是我的答案。
谢谢你让我继续emo。

耳边浮现许多妈妈常说的话，
‘别人可能读一遍就行了，但你或许要读十遍才行’
自我反省是我常常会做的事，
但请原谅我不能马上像没什么事那样。。因为，我太失望了。。
太糟糕了。。
不应该。。
不对。。
叹。。
。。
。

正努力清醒。。。

Breakfast + Botanical walk

Today I woke up early in the morning and grab breakfast together with some of my classmates(WS,SY,KY,Eli). *sleepy* We talked a lot while we were eating. Then later we headed to botanical garden for a walk. Gasping the fresh..hmm...*thumb up*

Let the photos speak:
YJ, Eli

SY, WS, KY, YJ, Eli

(emo-ing) *likes*

(guys too)

=)

心说...

从以前像是冤家路窄，
从以前不懂不理不管不在乎，
从以前吵吵闹闹，
从以前的我不懂，
从太多太多的以前。

到现在像是志同道合，
到现在想懂要理去管很在乎，
到现在耍耍笑笑，
到现在的我在懂，
到许多许多的现在。

原来就是这样，就是这样简单。
淡淡的感觉，深深地关心，真的就只是给予你这个唯一。
一直带着面具的我，从来都不懂得要如何拆下它，
除了她，你就是那唯一，唯一看得见面具背后的脸孔。
一道荆棘万分的感情线里，你牵引着我，但不苛求什么，就只愿我做回我自己。
我的无理，我的不言不语，就是让你最伤脑精。
每次的沉默，不是要看见你邹起眉头的脸，只是想简单的告诉你，一切就是很简单。
简简单单的在意，简简单单的为你付出，简简单单的爱待，简简单单的努力，简简单单的在乎，
都是简简单单。
我不忘了做回我自己，但常常复杂化的是我。
我想像你那样简简单单的在一起，简简单单的关心，可是又怕我没让你知道心里真的有你。
那天晚上后，我知道了。‘是我想太多，你总这样说。。’
我懂我不能对你承诺什么。
没错，承诺了却办不到就是不算什么了。
我只想好好的对你，我就是我自己，只会好好的对你。

我不会再怕了。因为我们会一起提着那大大的包裹。我不会轻易的放手，因为我真的不想错过。。
不管未来的路有多曲折，只要我们一起坚持，一起努力，我们一起携手走出我们的那道路，好吗？
也请原谅我就是这样的女生。

真心的对那唯一说。这都是心在说话。

给唯一的你。

444.55566688833.88.999336669

A meaningful e-mail received.

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

美丽的昨天

不同的尝试发生在美丽的昨天。

走吧。。。走吧。。。。唱吧。。。唱吧。。。。
走出一道路。。。。唱出一首歌。。。。
大声的唱着。。。仔细地听着。。。都是感人的旋律。。。



[....放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性 会不小心伤害了你 你能不能温柔提醒 我虽然心太急更害怕错过你.....]


p/s: 一起加油吧！ =）

记载。

2009 年 10 月 28 日 17:44 青年公园之象棋区 晴

下一握冰钥自冷个的情，依往心然不拆变漠是在。
准那着灵确立的冰断来然自的冷灵上的肯我匙定。
不给站在什判么了往都肯是成果豫不达道决的因。
人有知以于的场定和看总认控同是们效的豫顿掌。
控表未笑知来是人永头存远犹到的星最惜还安空。
秒未任想的不结知他造是是何都人法猜人到的容。
冷来未知的是撞果是星任人都无猜往到的立想。
掌门未药来结人珍肯永因何远空达药不到的素。
他道人于站的们自是定和同总最了是效认的安。
在是什给么场往有法都是不犹造的成不决点。
个素人变准的判情断心的我无顿肯自定见。
所上存破下冷的确表拆，依来不的漠还是在。

1:3*2:3*1:5*2:20*9:15*9:1*7:7*12:4*3:8*8:2*2:19*4:10*11:18*9:1*10:15*5:4*6:21
*8:8*5:18*6:9*12:1*4:4*0:1*0:2*12:5*7:2*11:12*10:19*5:10*6:5*2:2*1:2*6:1

几句话。

= 拆下冰冷的表情，依然不变的冷漠还是存在。=

= 个人准确的判断来自心灵上的自我肯定。=

= 不知道站在什么立场往往都是造成犹豫不决的因素。=

= 他人给于的肯定和认同总是是最有效的安顿药。=

= 掌控未来是人们永远达不到的星空。=

= 未知的结果是任何人都无法猜想到的。=



不错的几句话。真适合当下的心情。。。

处于昏沉状态。

乱。就是乱。
漂浮的感觉又回来了。。

点头还是摇头还是不点头也不摇头。。
思想能力再次降低，脑袋就简直不成形了。。

不问怎么办。。
不期盼是怎么样。。
就跟着感觉走。


朋友，心， 加油！！


p.s, stop blurring from now on. Friend, I know you can do it.

Convince the soul with a song

Aerosmith - I don’t want to miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don’t want to close my eyes I don’t want to fall asleep Cause Id miss you baby And I don’t want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do Id still miss you baby And I don’t want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming Wondering if its me you’re seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God were together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don’t want to close my eyes I don’t want to fall asleep Cause Id miss you baby And I don’t want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do Id still miss you baby And I don’t want to miss a thing I don’t want to miss one smile I don’t want to miss one kiss I just want to be with you Right here with you, just like this I just want to hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment For all the rest of time Don’t want to close my eyes I don’t want to fall asleep Cause Id miss you baby And I don’t want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do Id still miss you baby And I don’t want to miss a thing Don’t want to close my eyes I don’t want to fall asleep I don’t want to miss a thing

It's the beggining of semester 2

College life continues after 2 weeks+ semester break. Finally, saw my friends this morning.
It's semester 2. I was in dilemma as I am so nervous of knowing my results. It's just silly feeling as I wished to know but I am scared. What to do..let's pray... =)

I hope that everything grows better in this semester. *lucks*

For myself,
ancora spando le mie ali e volo

Stepping into GSC in Queensbay.

I know everyone will laugh..but please don't.Today is my first time to step in to GSC in Queensbay. (No offence if I've forgotten I've been there before.) We went to watch 'where got ghost'...OMG! i shouted because of the scary scene..Even in some scene I do not know to laugh or to shout..gosh~

No more for that movie, if you are interested then have a movie in the cinema. =)
We went to QB for two days consequently.Spending again..haha...Friend, happy right?!

Yesterday night, we went to Oldtown at 12.30am and proudly said that we are the last customer.
{Sorry to all the workers there but we have no place to go.}Again, I ate at that time..I will grow fatter rather than slimmer..haiz...

I'm broke now! [think positively, no more extra expenditure in the following months] ahha..
Hey friend, since when we turned to be a shopaholic! Never want to go out with you again...=P

M10's apartment stay

Finally we made it-the apartment stay.

Semester 1 semester break began. We kicked off our holiday with apartment stay right after the final paper on Monday.

Thanks to Eli,WS, SY who brought all of us up to Batu Ferringhi. Many of us were excited. The time we reached the apartment, some girls where afraid of the apartment which located on the 4th floor and the 4 house. Then, I called the aunty to change and yes we changed to the 6th house of second floor. I am quite satisfied with the apartment's condition. Hope that all my classmates also satisfied.

Soon, we walked to the beach. Yeah!It's BBQ time. We prepared a lot of food to serve everyone. Credits to some of the guys who started the fire for BBQ. Well, without knowing we need cups for the drinks when we shopped in Sunshine and we didn't buy the cups then we decided to get some cups and I followed the guys as I need to go home to get watermelon and cash.*I am so careless..=( , totally forgetful* Many of them who stayed at the beach is hunting for drinks, they called up for so many times and SY really drove very fast to rush back. Apology to all of you.

It was almost 8pm when we were back to there. It was fun at the beach fooling around while we were enjoying besides eating,talking and gossip-ing. haha!

We went back to the apartment around 10.30pm. We cleaned up some of the things as some of them started to bath..We also cut the watermelon to serve everyone.Sweet watermelon! As most of the classmates finished bathing and we had nothing to do. We started to figure out games. Some of them played cards at 1st and some of us were thinking it wasn't fun as some of them get to play cards and some had nothing to do. We decided to play true/dare. I think everyone did enjoyed it. We played the game till 1am+ until a woman which sounded like a tourist kicked our gate! Sudden silent came up. I ran to the door and I decided not to bother.haha..If I opened the door sure I will be scolded by her. We continue the game and tune down our volume.

We played until some of them went off to get a break and some started to sleep. Long time to pass, we talked a lot, we laughed a lot that night.It's 6am in the morning and I am still awake.Two guys were sleeping and I am listening to songs and two girls were playing PS2. I saw game over on the tv screen and I asked Jenn. and HY whether want to sleep and we went to our room to sleep.The time was 6.39am.

Clap to myself =P I only slept for 5 hours and twenty minutes for the two days. (I knew there's nothing to be happy, but really salute to myself while I didn't feel sleepy at all until the morning around 11pm.) We went to GP to grab breakfast and sent everyone home.

Everyone looked tired. I sent some of the girls back to the hostel and went home.

Hope that everyone did enjoyed the night as this is the 1st time most of the classmates gathered together. Thanks.See you guys in Sem 2! Enjoy your holiday too.

原来如此，这都是过程。

“昨晚，夜里天空都是沉暗的，除了宁静的周遭，同时也有几户人家像我一样都不关上家里的明灯。。深夜里亮着家里的那盏灯，是否在这小城市都会有很努力奔波的人。。。。。忙碌的生活把我们的眼睛蒙了起来，原来我站在阳台的地方就是月亮照射的一个角落。。我从来都不知道每次夜里我站着那个可以看到整个城市的地方。。就是我一直漠视看不见,明月照耀着的阳台。。。不去想我是不是在浪费时间，就这样仰望着黑暗的天空。。灰白的云朵，一朵朵的，我只看见半个月球但月光似乎很亮。。我笑了。。原来夜空是那么美丽的。
望着望着，原来云朵是这样飘过的。。原来是这样，就是这样。。这并不是什么大领悟，但你是否曾停下脚步，仔细观察你周围的每一个美好事物呢？我看见白云飘过那明亮的月亮，我看见月光直到云朵遮盖了它的光芒，我也再次看见云朵飘过后的它。。依然散发明亮的光，照着我家的阳台。。
我感觉到属于我的这一刻，有一个保留给我自己的空间，一个可以让我冷静思考的地方。。从明亮的月光到云朵遮盖了它的光芒和再看见月光，我领悟了，这都是过程。月亮有它黑暗的时候，有我们看不见它的时刻，同样我们也应该有属于自己的黑暗分秒，有我们深呼吸的时间。这都是过程。这一切都是过程。”

读完这段文章，我才发现世界的微妙。这一念之间都是种种过程的融合。
我明白繁忙的生活总让人透不过气，我要学习沉淀自己，让自己找到所属自己的所有。
好！好！好！（这也是过程啊！）

生活也是种过程呀！

Heart of the image,
YJ.

"I am I", quoted.

Talking with my buddy again yesterday night. We laughed like crazy, talked like crazy. Anyway, I enjoyed a lot.

Just found out "I am I" is the most suistable phrase to describe myself.

• I always stand on the position where I am supposed to stand.
• I always do whichever things that I think is right and okay.
• I always be myself no matter where I am, whom I with, it's just me!
• I always think rasionally and I do not know whether it's good or bad!

There is so much to said about that. By the way, I am I, my self character which is irreplaceable and different!

I wonder it's good or bad.

Just to ask, anyone agree?

back from cocktail party.

My stomach was 100% full with food.
Feeling like couldn't breath as oxygen are taken to digest food..

Wondering any exercise to do at night time??
I need to have exercise..blooming like a round balloon...I am getting fatter and fatter...





Countdown to final exam: 12days.

Final examination's timetable is out!

Just memorize the time table for the exams.(Gonna write it down later.=])

2 weeks away from final...OMG....Gotta sit down and really study d...

GAMBATEK!!!!!!!!!!! Waiting to enjoy my holiday too!

Blood donation campaign

Today was the last day of the blood donation campaign held in my college. The members from first aid unit came in our lecturer hall and promote the campaign. After that, our lecturer said 'I will dismiss earlier and you all go and donate blood'.Rather thinking she is joking or what...I just turned around and ask my friend whether want to have a try..She nodded..I couldn't believe my friend say yes..I kept repeating asking her..sure ar?? sure ar?? sure ar?? Because myself was thinking to go or not to go..?? Okay..if that the case.LET'S GO!!

Both of us were so nervous.First, we are required to fill in the form.Next,we have to check our blood group and level of haemoglobin.Third, check blood pressure. OMG! It's the time to donate blood.argh....argh....nervous...my hand was freezing cold.While we were in CA, the air-cond was so cold. I couldn't feel my body temperature. I was asked to lay down. My heartbeats were very very fast. Wen Pin came to me and he asked me not to be nervous.Still I am nervous , this is my first time to donate blood. Maybe it's because I don't know how it feels. He also asked me not to see at my hand while the nurse is injecting the needle. He even told me the procedures. I answered him I wanted to leave. No way for that, I strengthen myself to go for it. Yun Ying came to me and held my hand.Thanks for your accompany.I feel better you stand beside me.=)

I can say this is a good experience. As I said, it's good because I can donate blood which means i have a chance to help others.

Picture after the blood pack was removed.


I can even see the needle's hole on my hand.It's painful while you were looking at it.

Work harder.

said someone.(Inst.)

Memorable day!Thank you!

Tagged by Jaslyn

遊戲規則：

1. 被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯， 刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人， 列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了， 被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。
2. 這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的， 並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。
3. 不能回傳，否則犯規！
4. 被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。
5. 請點10個朋友,不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！

被点者：

1. Yi Wen
   
2. Jia Ping
   
3. Janet
   
4. Ee Lyn
   
5. Chaw Yeh
   
6. Wan Chee
   
7. Jay Swan
   
8. Jessica
9. Eileen
10. Chee Guan
    

★.PART ONE

Q01、你的大名？★ Tan Yu Juin

Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？ ★ Love in the air =)

Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？ ★ Both, because they are my lover and friends. :P

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？ ★ May be.

Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？ ★ Yes, I am!

Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？ ★ It depends on situation!!

Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？ ★ heaven knows~~

Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？ ★ Definitely!

Q10、希望自己多大結婚？ ★ ??i don't know.

Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？ ★Who knows what happen next?!! =P

Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？ ★ I rather like straight hair better than curly hair..

Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？ ★ Korea

Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？ ★ Friendship that begins from quarrel.

Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？ ★ before it's too late..after that just let go...

Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？ ★ Just relax!!

Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼？ ★ =) finding.

Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？ ★ the one i like!

Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？ ★caring is love.

Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？ ★ sit beside silently=)

Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？ ★ see who made me crazy!!!=]

Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？ ★ Sometimes i did.

Q23、現在最迷什麼？ ★ homework!

Q24、你是好孩子嗎？ ★ yes i am.(turned around to ask my parents..hahha..)

Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？ ★ Bread

Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？ ★ Wait till the time then i will know...

Q27、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？ ★ Ask him to go home.home is a always the place to be..

Q28、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？ ★ complete my things.

★.PART TWO

01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？ ★ Jaslyn

02、你們認識多久呢？ ★ many years.

03、TA對你來說重要嗎？ ★ definitely important.!!!

04、你與TA的關係是？ ★ good friend :)

05、請問TA的興趣是？ ★ i think is listening to songs...(don't blame me if i am wrong)

06、你覺得TA的個性如何？ ★ Not bad and fun.. =)

07、TA在你心目中是幾分？ ★ 100%++ =D

08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？ ★ listen to music!

09、你的偶像？ ★Danell Lee

10、你喜歡的季節？ ★ Winter.

11、你打工麼？ ★ Currently no.

12、打工次數？ ★ Once.

13、你想去的國家？ ★ Korea, Japan, HK, Taiwan, New Zealand, Aust, UK

14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？ ★ Silly.

15、你會抽煙麼？ ★ NO for life!

16、你會喝酒麼？ ★ I don't like the taste.But maybe i will drink in future..=)

17、你常哭麼？ ★ Nope.

18、你常笑麼？ ★ Yes.Sometimes throughout the day!=p

19、你喜歡去哪玩？ ★ Nice place which is relaxing and beautiful scenery.

20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？ ★ See where the place..go with friends is more preferable.

21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？ ★12 noon.

22、今天的天氣是？ ★ Windy.

53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？ ★ unreachable.

★.PART THREE

54、我的BGM好听么？ ★ what is BGM?

55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧 ★ Money, license, IC, Pictures, shopping cards.

56、你生命中最重要的人是？ ★ Family and my friends

57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？ ★ Fruits=)

58、现在有喜欢的人吗？ ★ ^^

59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎? ★ Who do you mean?!

60、你觉得我坏吗？ ★ yes you are naughty! and funny!!

61. How do you classify whether you understand a person or not? ★ Well knowing.(great knowledge)

thanks to my tutor!

My accounting tutor taught me about TRCA. She explained thrice to me...but i still showed her my blur face..Ended up,she used the table as a paper.
And you guess what?!
I understand what she meant. It was unbelievable and special way of teaching..ahahahaa...

This is the 'paper'

Michael Jackson taught us.

Michael Jackson taught us to love.
"Michael made us to love each other.Michael taught us to stand with each other"

Even though I am not a big fan of him but still he taught each and everyone to love, to heal the world, to cherish and care of everyone. May god bless him. RIP, Michael.

Michael as said, "the greatest entertainer that ever lived".
Michael influenced the world.

"We are missing Michael Jackson", the poem read. "But we do know we had him, and we are the world".

Rest in peace, Michael.
Thanks for your lovely songs.
You made a legend.
And you are the King of Pop ever.

Love.

I discovered.

Nothing seems to be impossible.

It's just how you look at it.

I promise I will be the best.
To strive over the tough moment.
I will not let myself down.

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By Author.

All about touching DSLR.

Again the meeting of photography was held yesterday, I was excited and happy.We were allowed to use DSLR and try on the mode of the camera. Credits to Andy and Wu Feng, you guys taught me lot of things.

The feeling of using DSLR:
*cool
*fun
*great
*interesting
*special
*nice

What else I can describe??! (grab DSLR and you will know it..haha...)

I would like to share these to you guys.
I think these are what I capture.I couldn't really recognized.


Before---------------------------------After


Before-----------------------After


Oh yeah! It was totally fun!

p/s: Wanted to have my own DSLR. still hunting..hahaha..

Breaking news from different sources.

1st: Michael Jackson pass away. A little shock when I heard the news from the radio.my friend and I were talking about thriller, the performance during the graduation night. [ =( ]

2nd: She is back. Hope to see you. [ =) ]

3rd: Finally, I watched 17 Again with YF. Nice movie *applause* (sorry I am late for the movie but don't laugh) [ =) ]

4th: I knew I have made the right choice. [BRAVO]. Keep brushing up myself. There is no way to stop myself keep continue running. [ =) ]

5th: YF and I met Kah Ying in Gurney. It has been 4 years ago since the last time I met her. She looks prettier now..haha...Sweet memories flashed back about the time I was in Sec 1.
Nice to see you again. [ =) ]



*Gonna take a rest later and get charge..
**Clear up my mountain high homework, clean up my room, clear away unwanted paper and rubbish..

+ Gambatek!!

I'm EXHAUSTED!

phew...I had my gym workout just now for the long 3 hours..Isn't that I hate exercising...is just that I got no strength to keep continuing..luckily the instructor is considerate..I enjoy joining gym workout..By the way, I think I better work on it...It's fun to try on new things...today, all of us even played games..Running and hook others hand..finally everyone was like laughing while looking at others running..haha..exciting challenge!

I am totally exhausted and tired.
Going to take a bath and a nap later then..=)





*Thanks.I found my file.(My classmates..is that a long long story I've told you guys about the search for missing file??)

Non capisco**

Ngai mm ming pakh
Ngoh m-ming bak
Je ne comprends pas
Wa buay meng bei

I don't understand

Wakaranai desu
Jal morugessumnida
Saya tidak faham
Wo bu dong
Não compreendo
A daena lift you
Yo no entiendo
Anlamiyorum

Who can understand...

I don't understand.
Do you understand?
How can I understand?

So confused with myself.
Couldn't control myself.
I must obey.
No objection!



~Yu Juin~
( peace )

full day activities.

I was in the college for the whole day yesterday yet not going back home directly to celebrate EM's birthday at Faces. {You look nice yesterday =D}

I had a class at 10.30 in morning and I woke up at 8.30pm. What a hardworking me..=P
I do a lil' homework as I couldn't finish during weekend (went to shopping...ahhaha..I grab a few stuffs which I need later on...hehe..spending again..) I bathed then I drove to my college...Tutorial class and lectures..normal routine..credits for yesterday as Photography society was having the second meeting as in my 1st meeting because I am a new member.[Happy to join this society and it's interesting...]

We will have more chances to try on the DSLR camera in the next meeting...excited...


It's time to rush down the hill to Faces. I am late...sorry ya=) because my meeting ends at 7pm.
Picture of the night..






*happy birthday girl (early wishes from us..) enjoy your short holidays too..

Is that all true???

[through mails]

1

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means your the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous.. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions..
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show ch aracter. One guy/girl kind of
person . Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music.

2

CAPRICORN (The Passionate Lover)
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

3

CAPRICORN- The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

It's the end for week 3 studies..

YJ, work out something!

posting in the college.

Today's to-do-list:

1. Quantitative Studies Tutorial 1 homework(as in a lot graph have to redraw..haiz...)
2. Microeconomics notes! (bluring...)
3. Accounting notes!
4. exercise =P (as I am fat!!)



More to do later..i think.....haha..

bye...see you guys later...going back at 4.30pm..yeah!

feeling right now...

Let the picture speaks..

Listening: Aerosmith-I don't want to miss a thing.
Doing: Talk with a friend.
Thinking: What I am suppose to do.

HARD+SMART=RESULTS

I am hunting for new things to do...
Wanted and so excited to go for all those new things...
Yes, I've got a chance now.

Ready for challenges...

Suppose to:
work hard
work smart
learn hard
learn smart
study hard
study smart

Conclusion, HARD+SMART=RESULTS

We should notice..

HUMAN BEINGS ARE SUCH SMALL CREATURES, AREN'T THEY?

SO DON'T BE TOO WORRIED ABOUT EVERYTHING,

TREASURE EVERY MOMENT, DO WHAT YOU WISH TO DO.....

BROADEN YOUR VIEW, BROADEN YOUR MIND,

DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE BOTHERING YOU,

DO TREASURE YOUR LOVE, LIVE SAFELY AND PEACEFULLY,

ALWAYS BE HAPPY TO WELCOME THE COMING OF THE NEW DAY....... ENJOY THE SUNSHINE ..

ALWAYS LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS.....

A great day again =(

A beach party for Tarcian on Wednesday evening. We met at the college foyer at 6.30pm and we headed to paradise beach. Fun time and warm moment but just scared of night time at beach where strong waves were hitting the seashore.

We started to prepare for BBQ stuffs after reaching there.Later on we did some photo shooting. We started to see people were being threw in the sea as youngster like us =P love to play and have fun...One by one looking at others came back with wet clothes.emm...nervous....

With Scary movie's teamwork, nothing is impossible. The BBQ flame was hot enough to start 'burning' foods to eat as BBQ foods were always comes off with burned part..haha..

After feeding foods to the stomach and it's game time...Youngsters were always chicky and naughty..We love to take photo as well. With a bad techniques handling camera..There is always shots with slanted part,blur photos and so on..-I mean myself=P Again before playing with waters like what others did..We snapped our team photos.

Later on, many of them started to drag people and threw them into the sea. OMG! To me it is not really fun, it's night time and dark.There were lots of flash back of previous experience and made me even scared for stepping deeper in the sea..

play time and play time..Suddenly there is someone touching my t-shirt sleeve.He said..."this is the one..."I think because I am dry. argh...argh..ar...You know what?! They were pulling me like crazy and carrying me..I was up in the air and ready to be throw..I strengthen myself and keep on struggling..I am scared and not willing to being throw so I have one thing to do is to struggle..No one can stand my struggle..I even think that I had never physically struggle for so long..Btw sorry to kick you guys hardly as I am not in purpose and not ready yet. I need to handle it but not in a short time.I have my reason.Sorry about that. Maybe i could cope with it next time.

My mood was down later on as I am scared to play in the sea at night time. Maybe I can enjoy better if i can see clearly in the morning or noon.

Thanks to them that try to get me to the sea. Credits to Ming Chuan & Eileen. Eileen and I were scared so we negotiate with others by not going too deep.Thanks.BTW thanks to Jun Yong (Sorry if I spelled it wrongly) for lending his t-shirts to me.

Important and sadly, today I will sleep without my cell phone..WHY?? WHY?? WHY??
My cell phone was not with me..It is with my friend. Feels like not comfortable without my cell hone beside my bed side..Haiz..How can I be so forgetful..*SLAP..SLAP..MY FACE*
I am going to get it from him immediately.
Haiz..A night without cell phone..And this is the first time where my cell phone was so far away from me.
haiz.haiz....haiz.......

Gambatek!

one word: Gambatek!
two words: Jia you!
three words: Teruskan usaha lagi!
four words: Go go Jia you!
five words: All the best to you!


more words to go...just with one mean, to be supportive!

Final day-5th day of the Orientation Week

Waoh...~~the last day of the orientation week..

In the morning, we have nothing to do then student leaders, Eileen and Chee Guan asked us to play games together. While freshmen from SBS were having their briefing in CA, we went down to canteen to have some free activities like photo shooting, games and chit-chatting. After that, SOT had a short briefing in the CA is all about computers. We students even have own E-mail given by TARC but I am not sure how useful it is..=P

A notice is given out whereby timetables were out already...Everyone is so excited and rushing to copy but we were called to back to the tutorial class first as SBS's students is copying.

We had our lunch around 10.45am...What an early lunch..Later on is our turn to copy the timetable.Easy job for me, as I brought my camera to college and snap.Done! Is just that I have to look through when I am back home..(Just look through...phew...blurring..)

Around 12.45pm we went down to the foyer..what else to do besides screaming slogans?? haha..We follow the instructions and go into the CA again. Interesting performances from SOT and SBS...cheers...=)

Pictures worth thousand of words..
There are some videos too...check it out...

Sorry..some of the team name I have forgotten..

From Team SOT-Titanic {cool combination of stories}


From Team SOT-Harry Potter {Great dance}


From Team SOT {about Love story..I can remember the guy is shouting lots of WHY..=P}


From Team SOT {story about Snow White and Tang Shang Zhang..TARCian,correct me if I am wrong}


From Team SOT-The Matrix {Story about the team name, Matrix..The gun looks real..}


From Team SBS {As I remember, is about Money Is Not Everything}


From Team SBS {Talking about Gambling}


From Team SBS-Beijing {Their team didn't agree that Cinderella living happily even after..The Story of Cinderella's Daughter, Umbrella..}


From Team SBS {Story of lost in Africa...I am not sure is performance from Melbourne or London..}

Sorry i didn't have all the pictures or videos of the all the team performed..As my memory card had already used up.

After the shows, shouting slogans again...And it's time for the Prize Giving ceremony...SBS won as well as SOT for all those categories..I couldn't remember what are prizes and who was the winner already.. The Overall Champion goes to Team SBS.Congratulations..Later on the Marshall spoke,there is only a small different between SOT and SBS so is ok and SOT don't be sad and they are right..What we all won were friendship.

**Photos of Scary Movie**



Thanks to the organising committee, student leaders and all my teammates and friends.